I got SHOT in my Dream!

I was at a Taco Truck supporting a friend, she wasn't selling tacos but churros! 

but not any regular churros they were cool shaped churros, so i asked if she wanted me to make some posters to promote her, she agreed. 

So behind the truck was a classroom it totally looked like those portable classrooms they had back at my high school exactly the same!. I was not alone, my old high school friend was there with me, he actually passed away last year, he had a great personality and attitude always made people laugh. so i was happy he was there, i don't know why he was there but he was. So he led me to the classroom to make these posters and there was a bunch of women there like if there was a class going on which i thought i was odd because the taco truck and the classroom was in the middle of nowhere, 

anyways we walked in and greeted everyone, There was this lady yelling at her baby, to make her stop crying and she was trying to shove her in a duffle bag. i assume she was a new mom so i offered her to calm the baby myself for her so i carried the little girl and the baby just smiled at me and she finally stopped crying. I thought the baby needed some fresh air so i took her out,  as i was walking out i bumped into this tall guy, he asked if this one lady was in there and as i responded and peeked my head inside the room to point her out i noticed he had a gun, so i calmly ignored it but he saw i noticed. He said "im sorry" as he proceeded to shoot me, i was still carrying the baby i turned and jumped the rails and he shot me 3 times. i did not feel a thing! so i ran and heard shooting behind me, he was killing everyone in the room. 

I made my way around the truck and i started saying "ive been shot call the ambulance" i said it three times, "ive been shot call the ambulance" " ive been shot call the ambulance" everyone there started calling.

I kneeled down and i let go of the baby, which... ok this is the weird part, (bc dreams are so logical lol) she was a baby but when i was in the ground she was walking. So anyways she wouldn't leave  she just hugged me tight, i did the same. i got up and saw doctors just standing there so i stood in front of them and faced away from them and i just lifted my shirt so show them my wounds, they immediately got me in an ambulance. somehow the gunshots did not hurt at all. But then.. when i woke up, i woke up from my dream and i felt the pain in my back ESPECIALLY on the spots where i got shot in my dream.. i was stunned of what i have dreamt. 

I immediately started googling of what it means to get shot in dreams

there is a couple of beliefs:

1. " If you dream thats someone is shooting you in the back, then it means that you are involved with some questionable people who may be harmful to your well-being it also implies that you are too trusting of others".

2: Getting "shot in the back" is a metaphor for the betrayal by a trusted friend or associate, This dream suggest that the dreamer needs to "watch their back".

Interesting dream right? well it was for me, i have never had a dream like this in my life!! and i can remember this clearly.

Here's another part, on that day we went to the flea market with my family so we were walking around, i saw a child just walking by himself, he was so adorable and i asked who's kid this was and i saw the father, so i left then i saw the little kid walking by himself again and i got a little mad, asking myself " why would anyone let him be by himself that small?!" then the parents came to get him. Soon after me and my dad were looking at stuff and a guy came towards us, he didn't acknowledged us at all but i saw his hand in his pocket like he was holding a gun, you can totally see how it could've been a gun by the way his had was positioned, but then i asked myself "why would this person have a gun at the flea market in the morning".. so i brushed it off.

Later that day, in the afternoon my sister invited me to go shopping with her, so we went to this store called dd's discounts its like a Ross but cheaper! so, i was looking at some clothes i overheard this lady yelling at her kids very loud! she said " Can you please shut up i have a headache" so loud she had people around me turned around and stared. I felt bad for the kids, because if you don't think you or your kids can handle being at the store at this hour simply don't go or don't take your children with you, they get bored!

So that was my day before my dream, i don't know if you caught any similarities.

The crying child/lost child, i comforted the crying baby and i stayed with the "lost" baby since her mother was killed (in my dream) the little kid i saw at the flea market walking by himself.. i guess in my dream i did the things i wanted to do in real life

The gun, ...was i paranoid that we were gonna get shot?

oh! and also, we ate churros that day so that explains my "friend" was making churros in my dream.

Why did i get shot?

Did my mind took aspects of my day to create a meaning in my dream?

what does it mean? 

i have never had a dream that was so similar to my day.. like whoa why is this happening?... 

anyways.. what do you think?

find love ~ A Poem a Day in May

world we love 

world we hate

we live in a place

of hope and desires

a place of war and disbelieve 

eyes float around don't know what

they're seeing, 

no connection 

no communication 

no true need

but want 

we get 

we waste

what do we keep?

love? 

love disintegrates

as soon as we try to grasp it

 we are looking for love

in the wrong places

mend your heart

you'll know where to find.

closer ~ A Poem a Day in May

your smile echoes

a thousand miles through my heart

i feel the happiness within my soul  

its shooting up in my veins, the colors 

you emit from your good vibe 

eyes does this thing where

they keep going 

towards you

you're a thousand miles away

i can feel you.

Open ~ A Poem a Day in May

closed eyes

closed heart

open your mind

you open your eyes

your heart starts to see

what lies beneath 

of disdain felt

but you see

it is not so 

love is on its way 

to fill 

the empty void 

you feel everyday.

cant hide ~ A Poem a Day in May

Time

time for this

time for that

we give time for time

but when does time give us time?

you keep in stillness hoping for more

but its running out

every day

every hour

every minute

every second

it moves

 we don't

but when you move

you dance with time

you say hello

it says hi

you run 

but

you can't hide

it follows you

it'll find you. 

alone. ~ A Poem a Day in May

Loneliness 

Loneliness can be lonely 

Loneliness can be crowded

Company can visit 

They accompany you in your head

They fly, they tell stories, they can make you laugh 

But they remind you how alone 

You are 

snap..

you're back

back to reality

sometimes you get to see your friend 

when you blink.

i will ~ A Poem a Day in May

Scared, terrified

frightened, worried

overwhelmed 

many

But will not take me away

i know what will kill me,

 thus wont

i am

peaceful, loving, open and hopeful

i want a joyful life

i will.

comfort ~ A Poem a Day in May

Sometimes i feel 

i feel too much 

i fall in the emptiness 

of the galaxies 

but somehow 

they hold me

i feel safe

i want to stay

What do you see? ~ A Poem a Day in May

You're running in circles

but your feet aren't moving.

               Your mind is traveling a 

                 thousand miles per hour

Your hands are numb. 

But where are your eyes going?.

Weirdest Dream EVER!

Sooo.. here it goes! hhaha

if it does not make sense.. im sorry it was a dream.. and dreams are messed up man! hahha 

So i was at a Antique shop, looking for a bookcase and i found a stack of Vinyl Records, and saw some of my favorite musicians and i wanted them. But then this kid came over and said, "Hey! that's my uncles records!" (who had passed) then he said, "you can have them if you take care of them!"and i, well, said "ok!". So i took them, then... i stepped out, and i wasn't at the antique shop anymore!

i was at a Video store all of a sudden! they had movies and books! and they had " I Love Lucy" books! yah know from the tv show?!, i knew they didn't existed! but they were there in my dreams!. So anyways, the books looked beautiful! they were hardcover and the colors were pastel with big  I Love Lucy title across it! it had Lucy's and Ethel's picture on front. i remember carrying them in my arms , i was going to buy them, But then somehow i walked away and took 3 steps and i was somewhere else!! like ! OMG WHY? .. so i walked to a party..the video store was GONE! . and it was actually a family party and i just stood there like.. WTF lol.... and then my bike appeared , i was soo confused. So i turned around and back again, and someone was on it  and asked me, "Hey! want to join me on a bike ride?" and i was still trying to figure out what was going on.. i said no... i did not wanted a bike ride.. so then i started to walk.. and to explore where i was at, and then i saw a store with a bunch of clothes and the store was out in the open, so i walked towards it and i started looking around and i was realizing, ... THESE ARE MY CLOTHES!!  WTF! MAN! Who is selling my clothes? . Then i saw a big rack of clothes so i went through it, (i was curious, i have a mind of a 5 year old. lol ) So i went through it.. GUESS WHERE I WAS AT? 

OUT in the Country! ... i felt like i stepped in a Western Movie!!....so i started walking.. trying to figure out where the hell i was, then i suddenly remembered .. i lost/forgot my vinyl records and i kept thinking.. "omg! i let that kid down! i didn't protected  his uncle's records." and that's last thing i remember of this dream i just started to walk towards the sunset.. i guess.. trying to find my way back.. 

i honestly always have these types of dreams... like why?? WHAT DO THEY MEAN!! im always ending up in SOOOOO many places!!! im everywhere!!!! 

do you have dreams like this? 

what type of dreams do you have? scary ones, weird ones?

i hardly have nightmares.. although i used to have ALOT of nightmares when i was younger.. now?.. not soo much!