Showing posts with label girl. Show all posts
Showing posts with label girl. Show all posts

Saturday, May 31, 2014

find love ~ A Poem a Day in May







world we love 
world we hate
we live in a place
of hope and desires
a place of war and disbelieve 
eyes float around don't know what
they're seeing, 
no connection 
no communication 
no true need
but want 
we get 
we waste
what do we keep?
love? 
love disintegrates
as soon as we try to grasp it
 we are looking for love
in the wrong places
mend your heart
you'll know where to find.









Friday, May 30, 2014

closer ~ A Poem a Day in May









your smile echoes
a thousand miles through my heart
i feel the happiness within my soul  
its shooting up in my veins, the colors 
you emit from your good vibe 
eyes does this thing where
they keep going 
towards you
you're a thousand miles away
i can feel you.









Wednesday, May 28, 2014

Smile ~ A Poem a Day in May







a smile is an invitation
an invitation for love and generosity
a smile is a satisfaction
of
something good or malicious
either way
you fall for it

  



Thursday, May 22, 2014

he's afraid ~ A Poem a Day in May





his face was long with sadness
his eyes were empty as the universe
he'd smile to you 
but all you get is fear
hugs? they're colder than ice cubes in your freezer
you'd get close but he's farther than jupiter
as he spoke his voice was shaken 
it was shakier than the 1906 earthquake in San Francisco
he'd give you love 
but no love for himself
he gives you hugs
hugging a spirit
He's scared to get
close


i'm not. 





Tuesday, May 13, 2014

it's us ~ A Poem a Day in May










The problem is with man, we sit in 
melancholy and wont do anything about it.
we fall in depression
trick our minds
we cant
Sometimes we're the monster under our bed. 









Monday, May 12, 2014

am i alive? ~ A Poem a Day in May











alone in a crowd

So much noise in the mind 
but so quiet out.

shallow eyes
but big ideas

small hands
big heart

Many friends
but no friendships

big inspiration
but no motivation 

time moving quickly
im in the same spot

where am i going?

  am i even moving?

am i alive?









Wednesday, May 7, 2014

Dreams ~ A Poem a Day in May









sometimes fear destroys us,
but dreams,
dreams 
are
stronger
Dreams can take you up to the stars 
or to the arms of love
of the same soul who wanted the same 







Tuesday, October 29, 2013

Weirdest Dream EVER!







Sooo.. here it goes! hhaha
if it does not make sense.. im sorry it was a dream.. and dreams are messed up man! hahha 


So i was at a Antique shop, looking for a bookcase and i found a stack of Vinyl Records, and saw some of my favorite musicians and i wanted them. But then this kid came over and said, "Hey! that's my uncles records!" (who had passed) then he said, "you can have them if you take care of them!"and i, well, said "ok!". So i took them, then... i stepped out, and i wasn't at the antique shop anymore!
i was at a Video store all of a sudden! they had movies and books! and they had " I Love Lucy" books! yah know from the tv show?!, i knew they didn't existed! but they were there in my dreams!. So anyways, the books looked beautiful! they were hardcover and the colors were pastel with big  I Love Lucy title across it! it had Lucy's and Ethel's picture on front. i remember carrying them in my arms , i was going to buy them, But then somehow i walked away and took 3 steps and i was somewhere else!! like ! OMG WHY? .. so i walked to a party..the video store was GONE! . and it was actually a family party and i just stood there like.. WTF lol.... and then my bike appeared , i was soo confused. So i turned around and back again, and someone was on it  and asked me, "Hey! want to join me on a bike ride?" and i was still trying to figure out what was going on.. i said no... i did not wanted a bike ride.. so then i started to walk.. and to explore where i was at, and then i saw a store with a bunch of clothes and the store was out in the open, so i walked towards it and i started looking around and i was realizing, ... THESE ARE MY CLOTHES!!  WTF! MAN! Who is selling my clothes? . Then i saw a big rack of clothes so i went through it, (i was curious, i have a mind of a 5 year old. lol ) So i went through it.. GUESS WHERE I WAS AT? 
OUT in the Country! ... i felt like i stepped in a Western Movie!!....so i started walking.. trying to figure out where the hell i was, then i suddenly remembered .. i lost/forgot my vinyl records and i kept thinking.. "omg! i let that kid down! i didn't protected  his uncle's records." and that's last thing i remember of this dream i just started to walk towards the sunset.. i guess.. trying to find my way back.. 




i honestly always have these types of dreams... like why?? WHAT DO THEY MEAN!! im always ending up in SOOOOO many places!!! im everywhere!!!! 
do you have dreams like this? 
what type of dreams do you have? scary ones, weird ones?
i hardly have nightmares.. although i used to have ALOT of nightmares when i was younger.. now?.. not soo much! 

Saturday, October 19, 2013

Hello! , An Introduction!

Hello There! 
This is my first post on this new blog page! i have another one but its beauty related!
Here! on this blog is going to be an open diary ..going to express my thoughts.. on pretty much anything! for example.. Dreams, Motivation, and interests!. 
So let me tell you a little about myself !

Im Carol..*HI*
im 21 i live in California
i like anything vintage i love watching Silent Films, Classic Disney movies.. LOVE Horror Films! i pretty much watch anything.. lol don't get me wrong i have a twisted side.. haha ... but.. i keep that to myself..i love reading, when able, i write short stories, and poems, i love listening to music! i like, classical music, orchestrated music, movie soundtracks, film scores, 60's rock,70's, 80's, Frank Sinatra, Dean Martin, Dolly Parton, AC/DC, Queen, again pretty much anything! i like to be in the creative side.. its an amazing feeling when you start something and you get to finish and feel great about it! i love to encourage others when they're doing something for the greater good! because that is a beautiful thing! i have 2 youtube channels.. one is carolcarol92 which is a beauty channel and CarolsBrain which is just a random channel.. where soon im going to make super creative videos! and hope to entertain people!!  i am very..(sorry if i go back and fourth.. this is just how i am . lol) i am very random, goofy person, also a very quiet gal,  .... i.. have my moments... haha so i hope you get to enjoy my little stories and shenanigans....<3