Heart swells up with sadness
with a nostalgic mind

how i can go back

When,.. I have never been.

sadness is swallowing me whole

it wont chew me up

 making me feel everything 

all at once.

escape ~ A Poem a Day in March

To fall asleep is like swimming

 deep in the ocean

with no direction

but for a purpose,

escape.

Never before had a question about it

but always wondered,

will i make it out alive?

trying too hard to breathe when suffocating

never finding a way out.

center ~ A Poem a Day in March

Buy but never replace

Receive but never choose

Cry but never regret

Laugh but never descend

Balance...

the ability to balance ...

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wish ~ A Poem a Day in March

Wishing every night is not doing anything,

i cry with all my might

my tears are shimmering down my face

they make me shrink to the person 

i don't want 

how can i grow to the person i desire to be?

coming back ~ A Poem a Day in March

I don't need your help

i caught fire in my hands

its burning

only i can make it go away

i choose not to 

i can stand on my own

lost, yes.

fearful, no.

need to do what i must.

Burn the demons inside me

i will come back.

friend. ~ A Poem a Day in March

You, with the orange eyes,

why wont you let me hold you?

im pretty nice!

i feed you!

i even give you some rice!

i talk to you everyday 

and hope to find you not having any pain

you cant fly

i took you in

food for you is what i buy

i see you upside down

thinking you might be dead

i get there and you're fake 

you flip and hungry i feed you

why peck me, im your friend.

move ~ A Poem a Day in March

Contentment is ok

but comfort may not get you far

put your wishes in a jar

and take one each day 

and make them happen.

Believing and walking 

can lead you to 

your desires. 

why ~A Poem a Day in March

When blood is dripping from your hand 

you feel the hurt you have caused.

You are holding the heart of the one you loved

cant let go because it is still connected to you.

The veins are disturbing 

the murder of your own soul 

sitting there wondering why, why me why must i be.

Holding your hand ~ A Poem a Day in March

I dance in your eyes

its a grand ball

When you blink

i see blue skies 

It gets cold, and you find me a shawl

We walk over a bridge

and feed the coy fish

You tell me wonderful stories

about the future

how its all going to be ok 

It is why i always hold your

hand. 

life ~ A Poem a Day in March

Where are you from?

do you like it there?

i live on a wonderful place

its a place where you can be free

and eat lots of chocolate truffles

Birds sing beautiful melodies 

i hear frogs croak too

 there's many lilies around 

for you to lay on the ground

the water tastes sweet as my dreams

you can sleep here and wake in you imagination

 live your other life

the life you know you can have.

Light~ A Poem a Day in MArch

The way the sunlight shimmers on the waves

Is the way i see your eyes...

I see dreams 

I see the gleam of imagination 

You hear the screams,

screams that must be heard

never lose sight of the light

you are meant to go in.

Dolly ~A Poem a Day in March

I'll take this one

and this one

and maybe this one too

a blue eye and a green eye

hair too? 

yes, let's add some locks

red nail polish

a sundress for spring!

no shoes, for she will be feeling the grass in her toes

braids with bangs

pink cheeks

and a light lipstick

she's such a doll.

they swim ~ A Poem a Day in March

When your sorrows are drowning you

you must swim with them.

be friends

and make a deal.

let them stay.

When you're about to fall 

they shall help you.

it's the only way

for you to live anyways.

Spring~ A Poem a Day in March

Oh! Look you..!

you finally came out of your hole!

yes, its spring!

and it rained

Don't you feel great?

most flowers are blooming!

and bees are finding a mate.

and the wind is immensely blowing petals away

Bright blue skies with big fluffy pillow clouds are making shapes

for us to find. 

Finally feeling the cool breeze 

like if someone is giving me a kiss on the cheeks

don't sit on the grass just yet 

for it might be a little wet.

but dance under the trees make the leaves sing

lay on the ground and close your eyes.

yes! its spring.

You~ A Poem a Day in March

I'm this and you're that

I'm here and you're there

i don't know you

you don't know me 

Someone i can't compare

i lay on the grass and watch the clouds pass by

and pretend you're here

I can easily see your smile in my head

whenever i feel down.

Always telling me the right things.

Even if you're not here or i don't know you

you're always on my mind and on my side.

searching~ A Poem a Day in March

My eyes always looks for you

even when asleep

when they're closed

you see them moving rapidly

frantically searching for you

then, i find you in my dreams

a place i never want to leave.

Night~A Poem a Day in March

Let the moonlight

guide my walk

as i have no shoes

i am bare

by the company of the stars i am clothed

The wind sings lovely songs about how the moon

met the sun

and how they created me 

im not alone.

they are with me

Resist~A Poem a Day in March

Get up, get one 

Get up again, get one more 

If you stop you can see what. 

Will it be missed? 

If you don't get,will you not gain?

Is it useful? 

Or is it a waste of time of feeling full for nothing.. 

Will it matter? 

Don't get up. 

Leave. 

anew~ A Poem a Day in March

She plucked one by one 

she felt the warmth of her soul escaping

terrified he may be,

took one eye

replaced it with a bead

No longer she was 

but she will be