Beauty outside the lens

When you want to take a picture of something beautiful in the sky, and sometimes it doesn't come out how you saw it.. well i truly believe that some things has to be seen in person, and you cant capture something so beautiful.. so, when you have the chance.. put the camera down.. and enjoy the magic happenings on earth. :)) 

Mark the Seagull.

okay at first you're probably thinking.. 

"why did you took a picture of a seagull?" 

i have two reasons.. one: why not take a picture of a seagull

and two: this seagull has a story like any other living creature in this world.

i took this picture in Santa Cruz at a beach

if you look carefully you can see some fishing line on its right leg,

the first thing that popped in my head was.. "wow! im surprised this thing is still alive"

because a lot of birds do get caught around areas where people fish 

it can get dangerous for them, but they still hang out around there because they know thats where they can get a good meal. 

but anyways i was super close to this thing lol and i was shocked how close it let me get to him but them it flew away! hahah 

My Picture.

Sometimes i feel like a picture that does not belong in a art museum. and 

people are looking at me, like, what im going to do next. well, i don't do anything. Because im just a picture on the wall just like the others down the hall. But i'll stay here on the wall till i fall and ultimately break free and soon they will see it was me, nothing more, nothing less just me. 

i Wrote this probably like, i wanna say 5 years ago.. when i was feeling like people wanted you to be perfect when we all know we are not... and to pretend like we we're perfect... no one is perfect. but then again we all have different definitions of perfect. i broke free and decided , i dont wanna be perfect.. i just want to be carol. still struggling because some people don't quite understand the behavior of people when they're being themselves.. so its a learning process on both ends... 

so just try to be you and everything will fall in place!